WEBVTT Kind: subtitles Language: en Version: 1 PublishDate: 2025-04-16 04:31.534 --> 04:35.994 Dear Gypsy, I woke up very early this morning. 04:37.034 --> 04:39.714 David was still sleep and the house was very quiet. 04:40.734 --> 04:42.394 I dressed and went to the stables. 04:44.462 --> 04:50.642 As you know, I'm having an affair with the new stable boy David brought back from France 04:53.422 --> 04:56.342 So young and beautiful and quiet 05:45.806 --> 05:49.226 When he touches me, I lose my mind. 05:49.886 --> 05:52.806 I want to grab at him and pull him to me, 05:53.466 --> 05:54.706 to scratch at him. 05:55.805 --> 05:59.066 Gypsy, I can't understand anything 05:59.066 --> 06:01.706 when we're fucking and ***, 06:02.386 --> 06:03.926 when he puts it into me 06:03.926 --> 06:08.586 and keeps pushing deeper and deeper. 06:09.246 --> 06:11.066 I feel like I'd come forever 06:11.925 --> 06:15.366 and the hay on my back and hemorrhaging inside me. 06:16.446 --> 06:19.426 It's all I can bear not to scream out and wake everyone. 07:05.326 --> 07:06.586 Awesome piano. 07:10.254 --> 07:12.274 Oh, we're going down. 07:13.074 --> 07:14.194 Oh, it's so cold. 07:38.702 --> 07:39.862 No, I'm gonna die. 07:48.302 --> 07:49.082 Yeah 08:51.182 --> 08:53.602 It's good. - Thank you. 09:05.934 --> 09:07.834 Oh my God. 09:09.934 --> 09:10.734 I'm scared. 09:30.446 --> 09:41.926 And then, when he comes, when he comes, oh God, I will love it when he comes and comes. 09:43.226 --> 09:47.966 Oh Gypsy, you must really learn to love men again. 09:49.126 --> 09:52.366 Gypsy, you must really learn to love men again. 09:54.254 --> 09:56.194 Learn to love men again. 09:58.030 --> 09:59.330 That's Pauline. 10:00.490 --> 10:03.050 She does nothing but have intercourse all day long. 10:03.550 --> 10:06.350 Then she writes me letters about it as if I might be interested. 10:07.710 --> 10:10.530 Those are all hers, faithfully written, 10:11.110 --> 10:16.470 telling me about her private afternoons and her greasy paramours, 10:16.670 --> 10:20.730 bragging about her incest her lechery and her violence. 10:21.450 --> 10:22.830 But I know all that already. 10:24.558 --> 10:26.578 You see, she's really just a young bitch. 10:27.618 --> 10:30.638 I haven't seen her in a while, but she keeps in close contact. 10:34.510 --> 10:37.450 This is her way of saying, "I'm there by you." 10:48.878 --> 10:51.878 And it's good, very good. 10:53.578 --> 10:54.698 But I miss her. 10:56.378 --> 10:59.138 And sometimes I hate her for not being here when I need her. 11:01.006 --> 11:02.326 What can I do? 11:03.906 --> 11:09.406 All I have is the letters and the opium to explain why she's away. 11:16.750 --> 11:17.450 (grunts) 11:21.518 --> 11:28.478 Dearest Pauline, have you ever imagined that you men have had me as they've had you? 11:30.158 --> 11:33.878 Have you guessed yet why I know your lover so well? 11:35.438 --> 11:41.358 No, you could never guess my simple, passionate Pauline. 11:43.502 --> 11:49.002 My present is your present, but yours is not mine. 11:51.502 --> 11:54.702 I share my moments with you. I live my loves with you. 11:57.198 --> 12:00.958 but not with your consent, not with your knowledge. 12:03.502 --> 12:12.102 The time will come, Yomavote, when you will know it, and you will want it. 12:16.494 --> 12:18.614 But the time is not yet here. 13:55.950 --> 14:01.630 Dear Gypsy, it began raining again today as we left the house. 14:02.770 --> 14:08.870 As usual, David and I weren't talking, but by now it doesn't matter that much to me. 14:11.566 --> 14:14.766 He wouldn't tell Richo or me where we were going. 14:15.585 --> 14:19.126 And so we all sat in silence, staring out the windows. 14:23.310 --> 14:30.950 Oh, we still make love together when he's not snorting coke with Rachel or balling his mistresses and boyfriends. 14:40.590 --> 14:46.590 He's the only man I've ever had who can fuck and fuck and never lose his heart on. 14:47.190 --> 14:52.530 And I can cum a hundred times and he keeps falling as if nothing were happening. 14:53.610 --> 14:58.490 But this cool detachment of his, which drives me so wild when we're in bed, 14:59.470 --> 15:02.190 makes the rest of my life with him unbearable. 15:45.230 --> 15:46.210 Fill it up, please. 16:21.737 --> 16:23.158 Darling, I have to go to the restroom. 16:25.966 --> 16:27.806 Son, I'm gonna arrest you here. 16:28.706 --> 16:30.206 Yeah, I'll get you the key. 16:55.054 --> 16:57.374 Here's the key. The bathroom's in the back. 16:57.994 --> 16:58.574 Thank you. 21:25.262 --> 21:26.322 (yawns) 21:49.678 --> 21:50.418 (grunting) 22:46.830 --> 22:47.730 [GROANS] 23:07.886 --> 23:13.146 I am laying out three cards, Hungarian fashion, representing Pauline's past. 23:17.006 --> 23:21.786 The Empress, eternal symbol of the female infertility. 23:24.686 --> 23:25.646 The Emperor. 23:28.782 --> 23:31.762 symbol of paternity and masculinity. 23:34.894 --> 23:36.014 and the devil. 23:37.774 --> 23:44.594 Symbol of the domination of matter over spirit, of revolution and incest 23:46.606 --> 23:48.406 But I knew this would read so. 23:48.986 --> 23:49.746 I know Pauline. 23:50.546 --> 23:52.066 She has her grandmother's soul. 23:52.266 --> 23:53.766 They even say she has her face. 23:55.306 --> 24:00.586 You see, Pauline's great-grandfather and his two daughters came to America in 1903 from Poland. 24:01.666 --> 24:04.606 Pauline's great-grandfather was a very strict Christian. 24:06.926 --> 24:09.746 He was really overprotective with the two girls. 24:10.266 --> 24:13.426 When the old man would go out to work, he would lock them up in the apartment. 24:13.906 --> 24:16.606 The only time they could leave the house was under his chaperone. 24:17.486 --> 24:18.646 Life was pretty lonely. 24:21.085 --> 24:25.186 And the older they got, the more curious they became. 24:26.886 --> 24:30.226 And he dwelt in a cave. 24:31.725 --> 24:33.766 He and his two daughters. 24:36.238 --> 24:40.218 And the firstborn said unto the younger, 24:41.197 --> 24:46.178 Our father is old. There is not a man in the earth. 24:48.462 --> 24:53.822 to come in unto us, after the manner of all the earth. 24:54.542 --> 24:58.162 Come, let us give our father wine to drink. 24:59.242 --> 25:03.962 Let us lie with him, and preserve offspring from our father. 25:28.974 --> 25:30.114 What are you looking at? 25:31.374 --> 25:32.734 I'm checking if she's still in bed. 25:33.534 --> 25:34.294 Just sit there. 25:44.577 --> 25:45.878 Don't you think that's enough? 25:46.398 --> 25:48.238 No, we have to get him to come out of the ground. 25:48.598 --> 25:49.138 Say this. 25:49.638 --> 25:49.798 Don't worry. 25:50.098 --> 25:50.598 What do you say? 25:51.638 --> 25:52.878 Leave this room. Do you have my back? 25:53.038 --> 25:53.438 No, no. 25:54.358 --> 25:55.118 Clean the table. 25:55.698 --> 25:56.578 I told you to clean the table. 25:57.578 --> 25:58.698 Come and bring me some more wine. 25:58.778 --> 25:58.958 Coming. 26:02.766 --> 26:03.486 (door slams) 27:01.358 --> 27:02.098 Papa? 27:04.430 --> 27:05.390 (whispering) 27:47.150 --> 27:47.930 (sighs) 27:55.598 --> 28:01.278 After they got the old man into bed, the two girls knew by instinct what they had to do. 28:02.298 --> 28:06.058 Their father was so ***** from all the wine that he would never wake up, 28:06.678 --> 28:09.538 and so the girls felt free to do with him as they pleased. 31:31.150 --> 31:37.210 It wasn't until Pauline's grandmother had completely satisfied herself that the younger got her chance. 31:56.974 --> 31:57.774 (*******) 32:54.830 --> 32:59.870 Until sunup, the girls continued to satisfy themselves without regard for their father. 33:00.950 --> 33:05.750 The old man never woke, and the whole night remained a secret, only between the girls. 33:38.670 --> 33:42.290 But the past appears again in the future, 33:42.750 --> 33:45.450 and strange affairs seem to run in the family. 33:47.190 --> 33:49.790 Pauline has a lover, a Nigerian princess. 33:50.990 --> 33:53.270 She came to this country to celebrate her beauty. 33:54.650 --> 33:55.990 She was black magic. 33:57.330 --> 33:59.050 Darkness's soul come to life. 34:00.030 --> 34:01.050 A midnight flower. 34:02.330 --> 34:03.710 Pauline befriended her immediately. 34:04.310 --> 34:06.690 She loved her purity and her virginity. 34:08.686 --> 34:11.406 But the evil forces had other things planned. 34:12.586 --> 34:15.286 volince things that made both Pauline and her lover suffer. 34:17.838 --> 34:23.038 It was jealousy and magic that brought it on, but I had nothing to do with it. 34:25.966 --> 34:27.726 Lovely niche. 34:29.206 --> 34:31.366 I was afraid of that black bitch. 34:32.606 --> 34:34.646 She knew Pauline had a spiritual tracker. 34:35.946 --> 34:37.366 And she would have stopped it. 34:39.150 --> 34:40.430 But she didn't. 34:41.530 --> 34:43.730 Now she doesn't want to. She's forgotten it all. 34:45.550 --> 34:48.670 In my own way, I love her just as much as Pauline does. 34:50.850 --> 34:52.850 I tell her so while she sleeps 34:53.550 --> 34:54.770 Only she can't hear it. 34:56.846 --> 34:58.806 Not with the bad dreams and all. 36:41.102 --> 36:43.902 Want some more pear? - No, thank you. 36:46.042 --> 36:49.522 Do you know I still have nightmares from that first time? 36:50.282 --> 36:51.942 Not so much as in the beginning. 36:53.342 --> 36:55.402 But it still bothers me a little. 36:56.082 --> 36:56.462 I know. 36:58.446 --> 37:03.166 I could picture myself all over again leaving your apartment. 37:04.346 --> 37:06.526 I had only been here a few weeks. 37:07.666 --> 37:10.586 And it was late. Very late. 37:11.506 --> 37:13.386 Hi there, friendo. You want to have a seat, man? 37:13.566 --> 37:15.766 Uh, young lady. 37:16.466 --> 37:18.446 Uh, young lady. You got a minute? 37:19.226 --> 37:21.046 Miss Sly Fox. You got a minute? 37:21.686 --> 37:22.426 Uh, young lady. 37:25.294 --> 37:27.274 Damn, Redwoods would be glad to succeed. 37:31.086 --> 37:32.646 Young lady, wait a minute. 37:33.466 --> 37:33.826 Hold it. 37:34.246 --> 37:34.806 You got a minute? 37:35.006 --> 37:35.346 Wait a minute. 49:30.478 --> 49:31.218 *yawn* 49:41.966 --> 49:43.246 *sobs* 49:47.950 --> 49:48.950 (yawns) 49:56.814 --> 49:57.654 Aww. 52:39.374 --> 52:42.514 There used to be times when I'd be so jealous with Pauline. 52:43.654 --> 52:46.374 I wouldn't accept her letters or answer her calls. 52:47.334 --> 52:48.814 She couldn't understand that. 52:49.654 --> 52:50.514 Why should she? 52:50.854 --> 52:52.994 She's never known a jealous moment in her life. 52:53.994 --> 52:56.634 You see, being her lover today 52:56.634 --> 52:59.014 would never mean you will be her lover tomorrow. 52:59.854 --> 53:01.594 It's as if she didn't have a memory. 53:02.574 --> 53:04.914 Only the one in her arms is the one she desires. 53:06.114 --> 53:09.014 And because of this, our love was impossible. 53:10.134 --> 53:13.074 I wanted to own her, and she couldn't be owned. 54:22.958 --> 54:27.298 Gypsy, last night I had a dream about you. 54:27.718 --> 54:29.258 We were in bed making love. 54:30.658 --> 54:33.118 We'd been fucking for what seemed like hours, 54:33.298 --> 54:35.098 and I was on the verge of an orgasm. 54:36.118 --> 54:38.178 I opened my eyes to look at you, 54:38.658 --> 54:40.438 and then the strangest thing happened. 54:41.138 --> 54:42.418 You became a man. 54:43.818 --> 54:45.798 It wasn't like it used to be. 54:46.438 --> 54:49.838 You weren't worried anymore about who I'd been with the night before 54:49.838 --> 54:52.358 or where I was going to go later on. 54:53.398 --> 54:57.298 You didn't ask me to stop seeing a call-over to give up the stable boy. 54:58.458 --> 55:02.318 You just took me, and we fucked without saying a word. 55:41.518 --> 55:45.758 Then I came. I asked you to stop and you laughed. 55:46.718 --> 55:49.018 We kept going on and on. 55:49.578 --> 55:52.378 And we were so beautiful with the moonlight on our back. 56:25.998 --> 56:30.938 You were kneeling above me, driving your body into mine. 56:31.958 --> 56:35.798 You pressed so closely I could feel the blood rushing through your veins. 56:36.618 --> 56:40.378 And I kept wishing over and over that it would never stop. 56:41.578 --> 56:45.878 For the first time you knew what I wanted and you didn't let anyone come between us. 56:46.538 --> 56:48.358 It was just me and you. 56:52.366 --> 57:05.926 I gave myself to you and you took me and kissed me and kissed me and kissed me 57:12.302 --> 57:13.142 She's me. 57:53.166 --> 57:58.006 Then you started to bite and your teeth kept sinking into me. 58:01.166 --> 58:06.686 The pain was so beautiful I wanted you to keep biting, to keep biting. 58:08.486 --> 58:12.026 Oh, Gypsy, it felt so good. 58:12.886 --> 58:14.826 Oh, so good. 58:20.622 --> 58:22.802 *Gasps* 01:03:12.430 --> 01:03:12.890 (gasps) 01:04:49.550 --> 01:04:51.710 (*******) 01:05:36.409 --> 01:05:44.730 I tried to fight the desire. I tried to acknowledge its sinister nature, but 01:05:44.730 --> 01:05:51.530 without coercion she never would have returned. Now I must succumb to it. She 01:05:51.530 --> 01:05:52.650 must succumb to it. 01:05:56.174 --> 01:05:58.074 There's no need for these anymore. 01:06:17.838 --> 01:06:19.058 Good night, sweet. 01:06:22.606 --> 01:06:24.726 The universe needs patience. 01:06:26.426 --> 01:06:28.006 False unity is no unity. 01:06:29.086 --> 01:06:30.566 There is no reality, 01:06:31.386 --> 01:06:33.086 except human reality. 01:06:49.390 --> 01:06:52.810 Sister, I've been waiting. 01:06:53.430 --> 01:06:56.050 It's been lonely and dark for me here since you left.